Of myself and my bad BAD blogging habits. I don’t know what it is. I am a lazy blogger. There, I said it. There are things I want to say, but I want to dictate it and have somebody else write it. Does that make me a turd? I have funny things to share but I am too lazy to put fingers on the keyboard and ass in chair and churn it out each day.
So, here I am reprimanding my own damn self, live in front of a cyber audience of, uh maybe nobody. LOL
After my dog died, something inside me died too and I didn’t care about sharing or being upbeat or anything. I kind of still don’t. Is that too honest? To “Weird Stuff In My Desk” for everybody?
Do you ever just get stuck in a rut, move in and decorate it? Well that is where I am right now. And my rut is looking like the Palais Royale. 
CharliDenae says:
I know what you’re talking about. It’s easier to get into a rut then to get out of it. The rut gets really comfortable and, the next thing you know, you physically cannot make yourself crawl out.
Hang in there! There’s no law that says you can’t be happy in your rut and, when you’re ready to get out, you will. I have faith in you!
So sorry about you’re dog. Losing a pet is sometimes harder than losing a person. Our pets love us unconditionally and never get mad at us or judge us. When they pass, a huge hole is left in our hearts and it’s very difficult to heal it.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Charli ox
June 22nd, 2011 at 9:57 pm
Rachel Smith says:
@ CharliDenae – Exactly! sooo comfy and safe. Sometimes I get out of it, but rush right back in. LOL
I am so sad about mr. Piddle, I just can’t stop thinking about him. He was so young to get hurt and have to leave us (only 5). I couldn’t even blog about it. He was one of my kids. Animals are family and like children and losing them is so very hard. This was my first dog loss and it has been the hardest animal loss I have ever had.
Thanks for your kind words and your faith in me Charli. It means a lot.
Rach
June 26th, 2011 at 4:08 pm